level 9 meeting

Mentor, The level 9 meeting was so intensed for me I keep thinking back on what I read. I suffered from severe headaches for about 10 days after the meeting. I don’t noramally have headaches at all. The meeting talks about Mr. Hamilton getting a question if it was alright to go to church this one time. He explains that this member misses what he left behind so he wants to go back this time only. I totally understood his reaction and reponse. Its been 3 weeks since the level 9 meeting and it has been for me 110 days since I went to church or mass. Last weekend we were invited to a pot luck dinner at a friends house here in town. It was a farewell dinner for FR. Mike. Before we ate Fr. Mike said a prayer. No one said the prayer except for Fr. Mike. I felt very uncomfortable listening to him pray. I know that I didn’t want to pray with him. I think I felt uncomfortable because I felt I was betraying Mr. Hamilton. He has done so much for me that I feel I need to stay connected to the Society. Nobody has done for me what Mr. Hamilton has done so I intend to stay on the path of Hamilton America. I will follow Mr. Hamilton’s path and teachings for the rest of my life. Don’t get me wrong Fr. Mike is a good kind man but his leadership and teachings don’t do anything for me anymore. For the first time in my life I can say with pride I am truly happy to be a Society member and always will. Thank You Mr. Hamilton for the new lease on life. I Love You!!!! Rosa Lerblance